UGH

I'm beyond frustrated with myself...again! It seems a familiar thing now. I've been working on intervals (space between notes on a music scale) and I cannot seem to be able to identify them quickly. I'm up to 83%, but that's after I take a long time to determine the key it's in first!

Take today, for instance. I sat down, after finishing my blasted math homework, somewhere between 2pm and 3pm and am STILL sitting here at 7:30pm working diligently on them...trying not to give up.

I hope that some day, I'll look back on all this time spent on these stupid things and laugh, wondering why it took me so bloody long to figure them out in the first place. Talk about feeling a complete idiot.

I broke down and wrote my prof tonight and he wants to meet with me tomorrow. At this point, I'm not sure how he can help me. I feel horrible bugging him with this, but he wanted to know and I took him at his word. Right now, I don't even care if he thinks I'm stupid....that's how frustrated I am.

Question to self: AM I EVER GOING TO GET THIS STUFF??!!!