Friday, August 15, 2008

no snakes...what now?

I have to say that I'm relieved that the snake story is finally down to a dull roar. It certainly was exciting...to say the least, but I'm ready for some other excitement now. :)

School is starting back up in a couple weeks and I'm looking forward to the focus of choice: jazz vocal concentration and languages. Once German is tucked firmly under my belt, it's on to Portuguese -- here's hoping there are classes at USM for that. If not -- I'll have to go elsewhere. I'd had to lose what little I've got of that. Other than singing, speaking another language is something I've always wanted to excel at. 

Singing brings me to writing, which brings me to Em's wedding tomorrow. I wrote something, at her request, for her wedding and I'm suddenly unsure. Will it be OK? Will it be good enough? Will she .... ??? Oh, it just keeps going...on and on in my brain. She may not even have her wits about her to even hear it, which may be a good thing. It's the processional and no one really pays attention to that do they?! :)

I cannot identify what I am feeling. It is too much and I am at a complete loss...

My! How quickly thoughts and emotions can change in an instant.