again

Had a melt down this afternoon after I found out what I got on my music theory fundamentals test. Good thing is, I get to take it over again until I get the required 90% to pass, bad thing is, I obviously didn't get 90%. I talked with the teacher later and he told me that I was actually in a "normal" place with was actually good and if I hadn't waited to go back to answer a few, I would have gotten more correct. So, I suppose I didn't actually do all that badly, but still.....it didn't prevent me from beating myself up for a while.

Guess my job is to keep plugging away at the theory drills online and hope that I finally GET it!

I really was close to throwing in the towel, but that would be quitting (no duh! ;)) and I don't think I could live with myself if I did that. I would always live with the regret of quitting and not sticking it out. Also, with the fact that I at least TRIED.

I'm trying...