I'm asking myself whether or not I did the right thing going back to school. I am completely discouraged and don't see how this is a 'good' thing in my life. If I'm going to consistently do such a horrible job, then what is the purpose? I don't understand.
The thing that clinched it for me today was me taking the music theory fundamentals exam...again. I did worst this time compared to the last and I was starting to get hopeful when BAM! here I am completely sucking at it...again! I feel defeated. Am I EVER going to get this? Why even bother?! I feel hopeless. What is this serving? To make me feel like a complete idiot? It succeeded.
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