Can I say how much I hate math?! I got so frustrated today, I almost threw the book out the window. Much that would help, right? Oh, it's just so frustrating! I'm at my wits end.
I get caught up in the frustration and know I shouldn't. It takes up so much of my time. It's like I have to do math every single day to stay on top of it. Yes, it takes me that long! Unbelievable!
Anyway -- at least it's better than totally failing my first Music History quiz. It was nothing like I'd ever taken before and it threw me for a loop. I keep telling myself to focus on the fact that I NOW know how he gives quizzes and that the next one won't be so bad...hopefully. :)
Oh, this going to school is totally frightening! I'm not sure I'm doing the right thing. Though, those around me feel like the 'know' it is. I guess I would like a more tangible proof that I am, you know? Something more concrete for me to see, not just others.
Right now, I should be starting on my rap song that's due Monday. I've got the words, but I'm sure I'm on the wrong track. I've got to do it, so no matter how it comes out, it'll have to come out. Hmm...that doesn't sound right.
Oh, I'm so flustered. I need to center myself but it's incredibly hard at the moment.
I'm trying to connect with my voice teacher at school because he cancelled this afternoon's lessons. I've paid for 12 in advance and missing one when it's scheduled is hard to make up since the rest of my week is pretty much nailed down...ugh! I realize it's not his fault, but it does make things harder.
::sigh:: off to write a rap song...
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