garsh

I am trying not to let the waters of life drown me (doesn't that sound poetic?!), but sometime it's difficult...I tell ya!

Just when I thought that I'd FINALLY made the right decision on tenants for my 2bdrm. apt....they call yesterday (move in date was the 1st of July) and said they broke up!! I'm, like, WHAT?! Now, I'm mad-dashing around trying to fill the apt. by the first! I didn't break down, but I cannot live another month like this one -- no money to pay the mortgage, etc.! I had to use my credit card for the first time to pay two bills! it's mortifying!

I can't help but wonder aloud, "Dear God, why aren't You giving me the money to pay for the house?" etc., etc., etc,... I'm not good in the trust department...obviously